nothing has meaning and my words come out all wrong and empty

there is nothing.
just loss.

i never thought, no matter what happened,
 that you'd ever really leave.

you said the worst feeling in the world,
was the "after," when love is gone.

i will never understand why, if you hate that feeling,
you'd cast both of us out into it's deep black emptiness.

i feel just, hollow.
nothing has any meaning anymore.

i never want to feel this again, but i don't see it ever ending.

i want to express this feeling with words or coherent thoughts, but it's too abstract
too painful. there are no words.
there is nothing.

i want this feeling to end. i can't live like this.
without you, my universe is empty and dark.