When I want to tell you that you've done something upsetting, I realize I can't. When I begin to form my thoughts about what you did (no matter how small) it snowballs out of control and I remember every single foul thing you've EVER said or done, since day one, and then I am too angry and I know if I say anything it will be too much and too angry.
It isn't that I hold a grudge, it's just that I have a good memory for certain things (I also remember every nice thing too). So instead of saying anything, I stay quiet.
But what I would like, is a way to get all of this pent up 'everything' out, where you can understand it, and understand what I think, what I feel, without it ruining the little we have.
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