I know I am not what most would consider attractive. I know when I was younger I was very slim and men thought I was hot, but now I am girth-ier and I can never even get more than a second date with a guy. The thing is I really cannot figure out what is worse, knowing that guys only dated me because I made great arm candy, or knowing that men will not date me because of how I look now. Either way no one cares about who I am on the inside. I always get some bullshit excuse about why they don't want to date me anymore. Most times I am told that I am a really sweet girl and someone nice will love me one day but they just don't want a relationship, or they don't think they can love me as I deserve to be loved... and they turn around a get married to someone else immediately after.
Or... they tell me that they never cared about me and I was just a joke all along, then they tell me they were seeing someone else all along anyhow.
I know I'm not that good looking, but I know I am a kind sweet giving person, faithful and trusting, but I ALWAYS get dumped for some empty headed shallow selfish bitch, that's 1000 times hotter than I am.
sigh* Really? REALLY?
I give up.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment