once

once i asked you what it was about me that made people do me wrong. So that i could try to change whatever this flaw was in myself so i could be a better person. You simply said, i was fine as i was, even paid me some compliments and apologized for making me feel "so rotten."
now i see that the answer is that i am just stupid. people treat me rotten because when it comes to others i am incredibly stupid and forgiving and always hoping for the best in them to shine through. i stupidly believed that your apology was the truth and that it meant you'd be different, not WORSE! you refer to yourself as a sheep in wolfs clothing, if this is true, you didn't need to be so cruel to me, you already knew i was harmless and kind and forgiving to a fault. no, you are no sheep. you are simply the wolf. and i am just a stupid stupid girl living in the wrong time. honesty and virtue are lost on the people of today and i end up becoming the butt of the joke. an experiment in how many times a dumb girl will take a man back if he just says "i'm sorry, i miss you."
you were never sorry, but boy were you one hell of a liar! you aught to go into acting for that show!